last time I checked we were us, not you and me we were everything I lived for until one July morning, I found I was free
i had nothing to my name back then nowhere to go and no one to hide behind but then the July sun shone down on me and I remembered I am more than what meets the eye
what went wrong? were you wrong, was I right? was it worth the final fight? did it come through that everything I did, I did for you? when you walked away, did you remember all the times I stood up for you? did you ever think of how I brought down the people who wanted you down do you remember anything now? i suppose it doesn’t matter to you because it seems like I’m alone but it’s okay; the July sun reminded me i can always stick it out on my own
after you left i stood there, my arms spread wide there was the warmth and the light and the scent of summer i knew I didn’t need anyone by my side of course it hurt, just a little bit to know that everything I’d lived for was gone but the July sun shone down on me and I decided I’d just have to move on
what went wrong? were you wrong, was I right? was it worth the final fight? did it come through that everything I did, I did for you? when you walked away, did you think of how I would live my life, who else I would love? did you ever wonder how I’d make it through? all the how’s? do you wonder about anything now? i suppose it doesn’t matter to you because it seems like I’m alone but it’s okay; the July sun reminded me i can always stick it out on my own
i was high in May, high in June now I’m shot down in July but there’s the July sun and the July breeze and the July reminder that summer doesn’t exactly last forever
i’m in for tough days, tough seasons i may lose my love, my reasons but it’s alright; because after a while it’ll be summer again and I’ll just smile when I remember that one hot July day the one I trusted just walked away it hurt for a while, just a little bit but the July sun got me over it
through August and September and every month of the year the July sun will shine down on me i’ll stick it out on my own and be free
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PROFILE
this is where i let rip, so be warned that you might not like everything that pops up here. but i do, so deal with it. (: .
loves
this is so subject to change that i'm not even gonna bother listing them down.
hates
too many, and the list would be extremely volatile, anyway.
wants
a place in Oxford University (good luck, jennifer.)
for someone to know that he has a special place in her heart!
to survive in HCJC next year
not to have so many wants (but who's counting?)