GAHH is my new favourite word. It's very appropriate. "Chemistry--GAHH!" "Literature--GAHH!" "Dance performance--GAHH!" "Sister singing in the bathroom for the world to hear--GAHH!" VERY appropriate.
You should be able to guess by now that Chemistry and Literature didn't go too well. Very funny, Mr. Tan--YOU WERE TOTALLY HINTING, PLEASE. By the end of the lesson we'd taunted him so much saying he was giving us hints for the exam that he was practically stamping his foot and snapping, "I'm telling you, girls, it's not a hint! If you only study the things I told you about you will DIE!" And then we go for the exam and the next thing we know we're looking at the EXACT SAME PASSAGE he went through. GAHH. Nevertheless, it was SCREWED UP BEYOND ALL IMAGINATION. I ended up saying something about "tacit, unspoken love and concern" for the unseen prose, and halfway through I was wondering what kind of mushy crap I was wasting my time on (DH Lawrence has a problem. All his characters are very annoying. What kind of idiot uses a newspaper for a tablecloth?). And then the essay--nothing I studied came out. D: I was praying and praying the question would be along the lines of a. Macbeth b. Lady Macbeth c. supernaturalism d. "you don't have to do this question--the teachers can't be bothered to mark it". Lady Macbeth came out and I nearly shouted HALLELUJAH...until I realized I had NO IDEA what the question was talking about. They were totally cheating--they asked 3 questions, not 1! GAHH. I ended up writing a pathetic, disjointed essay that just screamed IDON'TKNOWWHATI'MTALKINGABOUT with every new line of rubbis.
Don't even ask about Chemistry.
Well, 5 subjects down, 3 to go: Japanese, Math and Physics. GAHH. Okay fine, this is a very important signpost (...?) in our struggle towards freedom and liberation. 5 subjects down! I consider that a large load lifted off our shoulders...YEAH, RIGHT.
I don't know if I can last that long. D: I'm so exhausted from the past few months of extreme book-marathoning. 2 weeks seems like forever now. I really don't think I can make it. And then, even if I do, there's the trauma of getting the papers back. Now THAT'S real trauma.
In the meantime! 5 things that cheer me up:
1. the awesome 7! :D our story is such rubbish HAHA but it's so fun to write :D anything that says a phoenix and a duck can be cousins MUST be good.
2. despite the fact that my world has practically grounded to a halt, other people's world's have not. every now and then i allow myself to go online and read some interesting mangas that make no sense but make you very happy (they make you feel smart). BUT sometimes the latest few chapters of a few less well-known mangas can only be found in japanese. kekkaishi is VERY long-winded and philosophical now because they're still tiding over the aftermath of the battle (so everyone's very depressed at the moment). imagine reading 18 pages of long, long paragraphs of complicated kanji you ain't never even seen before. GAHH.
3. the thought of all the idiotic things i want to do after EOYs--buy a frilly dress for my dog, visit clara's new puppy milo, dye my dog pink or something, go to east coast park with the other two musketeers and cycle our way through the day, go dancing in the rain with fei ya...
4. THE FACT THAT I HAVE A PET PHOENIX CALLED KAI AND A PET DUCK CALLED DUCKSIE AHAHAHAHAH.
5. ...okay i don't have a 5. GAHH.
My life is very miserable at the moment.
It's okay, I only have to fight on for two more weeks.
WHAT DO I MEAN "ONLY" GAHH I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE I NEED TO GO AND PUNCH MY PILLOW OR SOMETHING SOFT LIKE SOMEONE'S FACE OKAY THANKS BYE.
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PROFILE
this is where i let rip, so be warned that you might not like everything that pops up here. but i do, so deal with it. (: .
loves
this is so subject to change that i'm not even gonna bother listing them down.
hates
too many, and the list would be extremely volatile, anyway.
wants
a place in Oxford University (good luck, jennifer.)
for someone to know that he has a special place in her heart!
to survive in HCJC next year
not to have so many wants (but who's counting?)