School's started for everyone except the '93 babies. D: I feel sort of left behind. My sister's going to school, everyone's talking about homework and stuff, and I'm still struggling to figure out what I'm supposed to wear on the first day of school :/ I can't believe I'm out of it already. It's like, it only seems a few months ago that I was Sec 4 and on my first day of my senior year; figuring out where to sit, missing the first lessons of the year for Council duty, settling back into comfortable routines. I don't know how I feel about JC anymore. Dunno whether to laugh or cry :/
Okay, the JC part. I get this hunch I'm not gonna fit in. It was so hard for me to find my crowd in Nanyang, and now I have to start all over again. I don't think I do anything wrong; I try to be as discreet as possible nowadays because I generally can't stand people looking at me or talking about me. But you know that feeling when you don't like somebody but just can't put your finger on why? You just naturally get repelled. I think I'm a repellant of some sort. I don't DO anything. I just repel some people. Or maybe most people. I especially get the feeling I won't fit in during CCA--if I get into table tennis, that is (I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT THE SELECTIONS. WTH?! JENNIFER YOU #($&#&@^#*^&*@!!!). I just know that it's not my crowd. I had such a hard time in lower sec. And now I have to struggle through another 2 years D:
Actually that's all I can be bothered to say at the moment. :/ To those going to school (WITH ALL THOSE FRIENDS OF YOURS YOU CAN STICK TO--GAHH), have fun and work hard! To those moving on to JC, GOOD LUCK TO US ALL.
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PROFILE
this is where i let rip, so be warned that you might not like everything that pops up here. but i do, so deal with it. (: .
loves
this is so subject to change that i'm not even gonna bother listing them down.
hates
too many, and the list would be extremely volatile, anyway.
wants
a place in Oxford University (good luck, jennifer.)
for someone to know that he has a special place in her heart!
to survive in HCJC next year
not to have so many wants (but who's counting?)